The Plague at Lake Tahoe

“We just need to let you know that this is the last night the campground will be open for the season, due to the plague,” the host advised from her drive thru check in booth. She reached out her window, handing me a packet of papers. “We are required to give you this information about the plague.”

I’ll admit, I didn’t know what exactly the plague was. I thought it was just a very generic term used to describe a sickness that spread quickly, or that it was some sort of medieval illness. What was she doing talking about the plague here at Lake Tahoe?

“Just make sure you stay away from rodents, especially any dead ones.” My mind flashed back to the dead squirrel laying beside my tent in Great Basin National Park. After the first night camping there, it was gone. Some animal must have come for it in the night, when I was sound asleep.

“Is it still safe to camp here?” I inquired.

“Well, there haven’t been any cases of human infection yet, but as a precaution we are closing down tomorrow, and they will start treating the area.”

She proceeded to tell me where my campsite was, and I drove slowly to my site. The Lake Tahoe region was the most difficult place to secure a campsite of this entire trip. I spent a great deal of time searching online for a campground with vacancy. This was Fallen Leaf Campground at South Lake Tahoe, part of the U.S. Forest Service’s Tahoe Recreation Area. This campground was large, with many loops, but few campers remained. I pulled up to my site, and as first order of business, I read the handouts about the plague. I learned it was a bacterial infection transmitted by rodents and fleas. Although it can be fatal, it just starts with common flu like symptoms and can be treated successfully when detected early enough.

DSC06108I knew I wouldn’t be in contact with rodents. It’s not in my liking to approach them, unless we are talking about an adorable golden-mantled ground squirrel posing for a picture in Bryce Canyon. Apart from that I didn’t foresee rodents being a concern. But fleas, on the other hand, well, I didn’t know a lot about flees except that they were insects and insects get around. So I stepped out of my car and drenched myself in deet, and then I soon forgot that the Plague was even an issue. I set up my tent in the company of tall pines. In the distance between the pines I could see the snow capped mountains of the Sierra Nevada. When camp was set up, I walked across the smooth paved campground road to a general store on the grounds. I wanted to inquire about the coin showers. I exchanged my dollars for coins, enough for me to have two complete shower cycles.

The campground shower facilities were very nice. Each shower was accessed from an outside door. Inside there was also a toilet, sink, mirror, and electrical outlets. Everything I could ask for in a bathroom was there. I was excited, for it had been a week since I last showered.

When I was all clean and feeling refreshed, I put on my swimsuit, tank top, and flip flops, and  I walked a paved pathway through the forest about a mile to Lake Tahoe. I arrived and the place was busy. There was some sort of open air restaurant and bar next to the water, and many families and couples walked about and lounged on the beach.

Lake Tahoe is refreshingly beautiful, especially after having spent the past few days in the dry desert expanse of Nevada. The tall pine forest led right up to the sand where the clearest water I’ve ever seen laped against the shore. Across the twenty-two miles of shimmering blue were the snow capped mountains of the northern Sierra Nevada. I never went out on a boat into Lake Tahoe but there are so many ways to enjoy Lake Tahoe from land. You can look down on it from an overlook of the road. There it is spread out underneath the tree line, and you can look down not just upon it, but straight through it, getting a preview of how deep it is. From here you can also observe all the coves and inlets where the lake turns to hide and rest.

DSC06139Another way to enjoy Lake Tahoe is what I was doing that evening from the sand of one of its many beaches, feeling like I’d made to the ocean and had become a beach bum while at the same time looking up at the snow capped mountains feeling like a northern mountaineer.

I went out on a dock, and looking down the crystal clear water gave me a sensation I’d never quite felt before, almost a sort of dizziness. I’ve never been able to look straight down a lake before, vision unobstructed, where I could see fish swimming around at different depths, and the sand and pebbles laying untouched at the bottom. I would not take someone out here who is afraid of heights, because even though you are nearly level to the water, you are actually high up from the ground underneath, and you can see that so clearly. Despite the peculiar sensation, at the same time, it was miraculously beautiful. Beauty like this is not happenstance. It’s created.

DSC06128DSC06129A final way I enjoyed Lake Tahoe was from one of the porches of the Baldwin and Pope Estates. There, just next to the trail I arrived on, and set up behind the beach, were these two estates, preserved as the Tallac Historic Site, managed by the U.S. Forest Service. The estates contained a collection of houses built in the late 1800s and early 1900s that were the private resorts for three social elite families of the San Francisco Bay Area. All of these buildings were composed of wood fashioned in one way or another, blending this rustic north woods style with tudor elements. The estates included the large summer cottages, accompanied with dark wooden shingles, and numerous guest houses and small log cabins for the tutor, groundskeepers, and servants. They were all tied together by well kept pathways and gardens. During the day, the buildings were open for tours, but I was there in the evening. They were all closed, but people were free to explore the grounds.

I sat on the porch of the main Pope cottage, in a  rocking chair. I looked out the frame of the porch structure through the dark pines to the bright blue of the lake and the mountains beyond. I imagined, just for a moment, that this was my house. I took it all in. Just a matter of hours ago, I was in a ghost town off Highway 50 in the relentless desert sun. Now, I was sitting on the porch of a wealthy estate, in the shade of the sweet pines, looking out at a marvelous view. It was very relaxing. And it was all a pleasant surprise. I didn’t know these estates of Tallac Historic Site existed, and I thought it was so novel and welcoming to be able to enjoy the elite life freely for a moment on this porch.

When the evening grew old, my wandering around Lake Tahoe for the day became complete, and my moment of an elitists life came to a screeching halt, as I decided to grab a bite to eat at Taco Bell and visit the local Kmart.

Driving into to Lake Tahoe on the southern end, I wasn’t impressed by the surrounding area. There were numerous casinos, tacky hotels, untasteful restaurants, and noisy traffic. Of course all things of the civilized world seem extra distasteful after having spent so much time out in the nature in the wild expanse of the Great Basin. My first impression of the area, was certainly, however, not favorable, but my campground, so nicely situated with a short walk from the beach and the beautiful estates, with the stunning and relaxing view of the lake, gave me a very favorable memory of Lake Tahoe. I would return the next morning to the lake, to lay in the sun, read from my book about the West, and enjoy the beautiful view of Tallac and Taylor Creeks flowing into the Lake as silver ribbons.

This is one of those places, that would have made a great National Park, but commerce and private ownership moved in too quickly and much of the surrounding area was lost to commercial tourist consumption and casino tycoons, but, as I discovered, the U.S. Forest service does have a hold on these pockets of beauty around the lake, and I was very fortunate to discover one and also fortunate to leave without contracting the plague.

Given the opportunity, I would definitely go back and visit Lake Tahoe again.

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A Raven’s Warning: Exploring the Ghost Town of Hamilton.

DSC05980A band of wild horses galloped through the sagebrush to my left. To my right, the dirt road crumbled off into a ravine. The sun was bright and hot, and I was out here by myself. If something happens to my car, I’m done for. Stranded in the scorching desert miles from anybody, this would be it. I had taken the unnamed and barely marked road from America’s Loneliest Highway, Highway 50, further into the remoteness of Nevada, seeking the ghost town of Hamilton.

If the park ranger at Great Basin National Park hadn’t told me about this ghost town, there would be no chance I would have found it, and I would have never attempted route on this wild terrain road. It was barely a road. It was more like a path, just worn over in the resemblance of a road with ruts and holes, and parts of the path crumbling off and falling to the wayside. It meandered through the foothills of Mount Hamilton ever so roughly. Though I explained to the ranger that I was driving just a compact car, he told me I should be fine, and he said it with such dismissing confidence that I trusted him.

I considered a few times turning around back to Highway 50, but eventually I realized I couldn’t. There wasn’t enough space anywhere to turn around, with the hill on one side and a ravine on the other. I was in this until the end.

DSC05982Eventually the hills gave way to a wide valley, and I came upon the ruins of Hamilton. The ruins were largely spread out and very diverse. I parked my car over to the side of the dirt road and I first came upon the remnants of a stone house. Slates of stone had been stacked ontop each other to create a building, but now only two adjacent walls remained. DSC05988One had an arched doorway still in tact that was held in place by bricks seeming to defy the laws of gravity. In the near vicinity were other ruins of stone houses left barely recognizable, in piles of rock.  Further in, I came upon some wooden structures. There were two buildings completely dilapidated except for their roofs just laying on the ground pointing upward.

In a field large rested a collection of enormous iron gears with the insignia of Denver Colorado U.S.A. on them. My guess was that they were a part of mining equipment. In my later research, I learned Hamilton used to be booming silver town with a population of 12,000 at its peak in 1869. Two hundred mining companies were set up in the area. Hamilton boasted close to one hundred saloons and sixty general stores, along with Dance Halls and skating rinks. However, the silver deposits were found to be very shallow, and that along with a destructive fire in 1873 led the place to eventual abandonment.

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As I walked around, I observed large mining cars, twice as big as anything I had seen by abandoned mines in Death Valley. From the size of the equipment, I knew that at least one of the mining operations here must have been very large scale.

Continuing to wander around, I came upon abandoned pickup trucks and a steel-frame warehouse structure that didn’t look terribly old at all. It was in definite rough shape, but it still had a large garage door in tact and all exterior walls standing complete. I walked through a door frame. Inside I could see bullet holes all over the walls of the interior, where insulation was peeling and falling. A two story DSC06008building within the building had ominously broken glass windows. I looked up and the roof of the warehouse had holes every so often, evenly distributing light throughout the building. To me the place seemed to be an abandoned repair garage. The concrete floor was dusty and dirty and large empty tanks, tin barrels, and appliances littered the floor. I took a few steps in slowly.

This building, although filthy, would not be a bad place to squat, I thought. The last thing I wanted was to encounter some insane squatter or modern day criminal hiding out here. I stood still and quiet, and just moved my head around to observe. Then suddenly I jumped as a raven hiding up in the rafters let out a loud cry. That was enough of a bad omen for me. Something about the place did not sit well with me.

DSC06002To add to the creepiness of the place, leaving the warehouse, I walked over to a small one room wooden shack, where in the doorframe hung a noose. What is going on? First an ominous warehouse, then a raven giving warning, and now a noose hung from a door frame.

I looked down and something small was shining bright gold in the sunlight. I brushed some dust and dirt away to reveal a small bullet shell. On the end, two initials were carved. I had all intention to investigate what the initials might mean, but the golden bullet shell was lost and the initials forgotten. What came to mind at first was Kissin’ Kate Barlow from Louis Sachar’s book, Holes. She was an infamous outlaw of the wild West, and in the movie she carved her name on the canister of her bullets.

Despite the Ravens startling cry, I was not at all afraid to be here. Instead I was captivated in wonder. All the ruins, told a story, and I was trying to figure it out. I knew nothing about Hamilton, so here I was trying to put the pieces together. What were all these buildings? Why are some seemingly so much newer than others? Why was this place abandoned? What are all these pieces of equipment laying around? When I observed these large gears and other equipment oddities, I imagined for a second they were the ruins of an alien spaceship crash, those same aliens depicted in the petroglyphs all through Utah and Colorado and the ones rumored to be in the sky above Nevada.

DSC06032My last stop in Hamilton was at the Hamilton Cemetery. Tombstones were dated from the 1870s to 1890s. One portion of the cemetery was enclosed in a gothic style short steel fence, something that looked like it had come right out of the backyard of Disney’s Haunted Mansion.

Another portion of the cemetery had uniform white headstones. I noted two beared the last name of Paul, both of children who died in infancy in the 1890s. One really stuck out, as it looked like nobody bothered digging a grave, but rather buried the corpse in a pile of bricks and then propped the headstone up by shoving it down in the pile. It looked like at any moment a skeleton’s arm would reach up in the desperation from the piles of bricks.

The road I had traveled on to arrive, kept going further, and I wanted to see where it led, but as I drove, maybe an eighth of a mile further, my car almost got stuck in a rut. I decided I needed to turn around. My visit to Hamilton was very satisfying. It filled me with good wonder and mystery, and I took back with me a collection of great photos as a souvenir.

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Welcome to America’s Loneliest Highway

“You can just pull over to the side of the road and camp anywhere…” explained the park ranger, as I told him about my plans to cross Highway 50, the loneliest highway in America. “…It’s generally accepted,” he continued.

He pulled a map out from under his desk. It was folded like a standard brochure, but he unfolded it again and again, until the whole state of Nevada covered his desk. I had taken the advice from the little placard on the table in the cafe the day before which read, “Ask a park ranger about Nevada ghost towns. The ranger had explained how to get to the abandoned town of Hamilton, and he pointed out another place on the map. “That one is on private land now. There’s a mining company that owns it, but you still might be able to see some of the building.”

My plan was to cross Highway 50 to Lake Tahoe on the far west side of the state. I wanted to camp at Berlin-Ichthyosaur State Park to break up the journey and see the ghost town that park preserved. I was asking the ranger if there were any other ghost towns worth a stop along the way, and if he thought I’d be able to find a vacant campsite at Berlin-Ichthyosaur.  He was an older, friendly man, who equipped me with the you can do this-  it’ll be an adventure kind of spirit.  So, out of the Great Basin National Park visitor center I left with my map of Nevada in hand along with some exclusive knowledge on ghost town. I was excited to have them both.

This morning I had gotten up early and took a stroll through the Bristlecone Pine forest in Great Basin National Park. The park is home to the oldest trees in the world Pinus longaeva, the Bristlecone Pine. The oldest one was removed from the park in 1964 at 4,900 years old. Today still many ancients stand in the grove next to Wheeler Peak. They only grow at an altitude between 9,00 to 11,500 feet. Here they have found their niche, where they aren’t disrupted. They are slow growing, and often, as the National Park Service puts it “out-competed.” So they have, in a sense, retreated to conditions in which other trees can’t survive.

A short interpretive hike, tells you the  names and ages of the the trees. What fascinates me about such old trees is putting them in context of history, and considering all of the things they out date, such as all modern wars and the birth of Jesus. They precede the rise of the Roman empire. They might have been standing back during the rule of King Tut. These trees have stood through much of the milestones tumult of the world.

DSC05975Looking at them, you wouldn’t guess their age. They are rather girthy, but not that tall in comparison to something like the Sequoia or Redwood, which we often equate with age. Their branches are unique as they twist and curve like strings of warm taffy.  Once you fully consider how old they are, they start to look elderly. Their exterior is painted many different shades of brown, and the trunks and limbs are brushed with indentations and grooves, like a wrinkly old man who’s spent too many days out in the sun. At the same time, the way they look is almost fanciful. Although extremely still and sturdy, the dramatic twisted growth and exotic posture make these trees appear frozen in mid-dance, manipulated by some strange sorcery.

Nevada, never ceases to amaze me. I wouldn’t have thought the world’s oldest trees resided in such a place. As I closed my car door and spread out my new map on my drivers seat, I was gearing up to see what other surprises this state held in the middle of its expanse. I buckled up, programed my gps, plugged in my camera to charge, and…realized I needed gas.

As a courtesy of the National Park Service, the park map labeled the location of the nearest gas station- or might I say, the only gas station around. It was in Baker Nevada, the town in the desert at the foot of the park. When I arrived I was very skeptical. There was no building nor sign. There was just a single pump next to an old lamp post and a garbage can in the middle of a gravel lot. It looked to me like the remnants of an old gas station that used to stand here. Maybe I could mark this off as my first ghost town experience of the trip. Maybe this gas station predated the Bristlecone Pines.

I double checked my map. This was it. I pulled up to the pump and got out of my car into the oppressive heat and dead silence. Sure enough, there was a credit card reader. The pump was functional. I was sincerely surprised, and found the whole situation comical. This part of Nevada was truly a foreign place to me.  I filled up, knowing that while traveling across what’s called “America’s loneliest highway,” gas would be sparse.

This little gas station, if we so generously permit it such a term, is the most fitting post and right of passage to Highway 50. Many places have their iconic monuments upon entry. The United States as a whole has the Statue of Liberty, San Francisco has the Golden Gate Bridge, Yellowstone has Roosevelt Arch, and Highway 50 has this gas pump.  It sums up the whole Highway 50 experience: Get ready for a whole lot of nothing, but a few really genuine surprises.

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Summiting Wheeler Peak

I looked up at the mountain. I don’t know about this, I thought. I had never summited something quite like this before. This was Wheeler Peak in Great Basin National Park, at 13,065 feet. It was bold and bald, nothing grew on its mountain top.

The guys in the Rock the Park show, which I had become so accustomed to watching, didn’t make it to the top. They turned around in their Great Basin episode, but they had tried it in the winter, in the snow. I had the summer advantedge.

DSC05887 (2)I stood there in a prairie along the mountain side, among bunchgrass and black sage, looking up at the mountain peek. The view looked like Wheeler Peak, and the adjoining peaks, used to all be connected at a higher point, all composing one grand mountain, but over time that higher summit crumbled to pieces and formed the rock glacier. Nevertheless, Wheeler Peak stands very tall. It’s Nevada’s highest peak. Although just summiting the beast alone seemed impossible, one of my questions was, do I have time? I was not getting an early start. It was well into the afternoon.

I had started the day sitting at the Mather Overlook, which is  just a pull out from the main park road. I drove down there early and had a peaceful morning, reading some of my book about the history of the National Park Service while fittingly sitting there next to a plaque in honor of Stephen Mather, the first director of the National Park Service. I then proceeded back down to the lower lands of the park, where I cleaned out my car at a dump station. I was waiting for my scheduled tour of Lehman Caves.

“What’s your favorite national park,” the park ranger asked each member of the group before our tour.

“Death Valley,” I shared, without hesitation.

“Alrighty,” she said, as she would say after completing, or beginning, every sentence. She also had an accent that was very indistinguishable. It’s a shame I remember more about the rangers speach patterns than the actual Lehman Caves. But the tour was very pleasant. I enjoyed it.

After the tour, I ate a sandwich in the cafe right next to the Lehman Caves Visitor Center. A little stand alone placard in the middle of my table, read “Ask a park ranger about ghost towns of Nevada.” I most certainly will, I thought, considering I would be traveling all across the state on Highway 50, and ghost towns fascinate me.   

After lunch I drove back up to the higher reaches of the park and eventually found myself geared up, looking at the towering Wheeler Peak and trying to decide if I should hike it. I tried to imagine where the trail might lead and tried to visualize it before me on the landscape. It looked like it made its way through the sparse forest of pinyon and juniper with granite out crops and prairie, until it reached the spine of an exposed ridge which gradually climbed until it hit a secondary base of the mountain, where a steep incline would begin around the back of the mountain. The total elevation gain would be 3,000 feet, not terrible, yet significant, especially since nearly all of it was completely exposed.

Welp, I’m here. I concluded it was time to give it a try. I figured the worst thing that could happen is that I’d had to turn around and come back, or be blown of the mountain by extreme winds. Actually the latter, I could have never imagined.

On my way through the prairie I spotted a group of wild turkey and some deer. On the other side of the prairie, growth became sparse, except for a tree every once in a while, jutting up from shambles of granite.

DSC05917Eventually there was nothing left except me on the slanted fields of rock crumble. The trail evolved into switchbacks, and since the landscape was so uniform, it was difficult at times to know exactly where the trail was supposed to be.

I reached a point where I could look down to my left and see Teresa and Stella lake  as miniature little puddles below. To my right, I looked out on the desert expanse of Nevada. Directly behind me I saw the spine ridge and the forest I had traversed, and in front of me there was just more rock leading up to the peak

Then it hit me, the realization of just how high up I was. It was disorienting. I’d never had such a clear 360 degree view at such an elevation. Also the way the landscape was not strictly in terms of vertical or horizontal orientation, but mountain ridges and landscapes were at odd diagonals, crooked, yet beautiful, made me feel uneasy. I began to feel a bit dizzy, and my heart began to beat a little extra fast, on top of what was already needed for this strenuous hike.

Just a little further up the mountain, and the wind was gusting. It made the loose fitting parts of my hoodie flap against  me violently. It blew into my ears so forcefully that it hurt. I pulled my hood over my head and held it tight, pinching it at the bottom so it wouldn’t blow off. It wasn’t enough to protect my ears. I had to turn my head sideways to evade the harsh gusts, and then I had to get low. When I stood tall, I felt my knees switching between wobbling and clenching, trying to maintain stance.

There was sincere fear that the wind would blow me off the mountain, that I could go flapping in the wind, tossed around and dropped somewhere out in the desert below. It didn’t help, that throughout the course of the year I had been having repeated nightmares involving the wind. In each one I’d be walking across the Brooklyn Bridge in New York, and the wind would be so powerful it would always blow something valuable out of my hands and then the wind would wisp me off the bridge and I’d fall down into the cold water of the Hudson. No fun. It all stems back from one December on the Brooklyn Bridge when the wind did try to steal a backpack right off my back. As it had been ripped off me into the air I held on by one strap and was able to pull it back down. That event left a scarring impression on me.

But here on Wheeler Peak, this wasn’t just imagined. The wind was extreme and I could feel it trying to move my body. So, I proceeded up the mountain in a somewhat pitiful manner, reminding myself of Gollum from Lord of the Rings crawling over rocks never quite standing up fully.

DSC05922When I reached the top, the wind had dissipated greatly. I was stunned by the view. Hundreds of miles of Nevada was visible in all directions. Here I could truly see just how mountainous Nevada was, with mountains all over in near and far reaches, with sharp points, and slanted slopes, snow caps, and hidden forests, and valleys of desert between them all, covering great expanses. Just across from Wheeler peak was another peak that rose on a mountain which looked like it had been sliced by a knife with such a shark direct cut down to its base.

The sky up here was a very profound blue. It seemed as if I was elevated into a different atmosphere. When I looked out in the distance I could see a layer of lighter slightly murkier sky below, and I could see clouds in some far reaches that were well below where I was standing. As silly as it may sound, it felt like space was just a stone’s throw away.

Up here, there were two little topless shelters made of rocks, stacked on top each other, from the landscape. I imagined they were for people to camp in. I went inside, and wanted to rest a minute, and look out the structure door into the world below, but I didn’t trust these structures to hold up, especially if more wind was to come. I didn’t want rock collapsing on me. In one of these structures there was a mailbox stuck in the rocks, in it was a notebook- a log for people to record their accomplishments. Many people had filled it with Bible verses, I supposed they were inspired spiritually by such a view and height as this.

It’s spiritually affirming to reach a mountain top. It puts all of existence into focus. When you look down and ahead on the far reaches, you realize just how small your problems really are. And when you accomplish the task of reaching a mountain top, it reveals to you in a spiritual sense that you can get out of your canyons, traverse the desert, and reach the mountain top.

I also think mountain tops are places of hope and a taste of eternity- a place of beauty where we can look back on our lives, complete, and see what we have endured and how we fit into a bigger picture. You see, many of us, on our journey’s from the canyons and deserts of life into the mountains, find places of peace that God has hidden and given to us on the journey, like the little pristine forest hidden in the Great Basin National Park. But the mountaintop itself, the peek, is something that I believe can’t be reached in this life. The mountaintop is the pinnacle and completion of existence, a place of utter fulfillment, which we reach only when our time in this world is up and our souls have been accounted for. It’s the completion. It is the destination. And all of life’s journey in this world is preparing and leading us to it. 

So in this life, when we physically reach these mountaintops, they are appealing and satisfying to the soul. They inspire us, because they are a taste of an eternity and completion that we all naturally long for.

They also reflect the beauty of God and remind us that there is far more to existence than what we cling so tightly to in the world below

 

Read the next entry, “Welcome to America’s Loneliest Highway,” here: https://joshthehodge.wordpress.com/2018/04/02/welcome-to-americas-loneliest-highway/

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